Lost Weekend- part one

Friday got off to a bad start.  That Fucking Dog, as the Terror is also known, managed to escape from the garden when I let him out for his morning crap.  His absence was discovered approximately 30 seconds before I had to leave to take a car load of children to the school bus.  I hurtled up there at breakneck speed and turfed them out, before haring home, pausing only to screech to a halt at the bus stop to tearfully demand if the waiting passengers had seen a little dog,

 "Just a very little dog, he has run awaaaaaaaaay, waaaaah."

I burst into the house on my return, shouting

"There is no milk, I couldn't go to the shop, my dog is MISSING."

And then had a total breakdown in the kitchen before the DC rather brusquely suggested I'd be better going out to look for That Fucking Dog, instead of standing in the kitchen, crying hysterically. 

I dashed back into the road, loudly whistling and shouting for the Terror, which must've gone down a storm with the neighbours, as it was still only 7.30am.  Under the guise of searching for him, I also had a good nosy round several of their gardens and realised that even when distraught, I can still judge through my tears. 

Eventually, the Terror was located, frolicking gaily around the rolling lawns of T' Big 'Ouse, at the top of the road.  I grabbed him and we fled, before his trespass was discovered, they have several cats and he seemed overly pleased with himself.

Friday night, I was due to go to Maddy's for much booze and hilarity.  On the way, I had to pick up someone's else's child from tennis and deliver him home.  As I was leaving, I got a text from Maddy:

"DISASTER!  HAVE PIMMS, NO MINT!  BRING MUCH MINT, MUCH PIMMS!!!!!!"

I was wearing most impractical shoes, so I tottered to the back door and pathetically implored the DC to pick me much mint, which he helpfully placed in a nice little clear ziplock bag that I tossed on the passenger seat. 

As I screeched up to the tennis courts, somewhat late due to my mint detour, I happened to look down at the mint, and realised that frankly it looked rather like something a bit illegal.  It was too late, the child had got in the car and was looking at it, with raised eyebrows, being of a sufficient age to be taught that 'Drugs are baaaaaaaaaad, n'k?  Don't do drugs.'  I babbled hopelessly of "Mint!  Mint for our Pimms, such fun." but I think he was sceptical and went home to tell everyone his mum's friend is a drug dealer. 

I staggered, in the Shoes of Doom, into Maddy's and was rewarded with a giant turbo charged Pimms, from her new Pimms dispenser, of which I am most envious.  As Maddy had decided it was far too much fag to go back and forth to the kitchen fetching drinks all night, she also pressed a large glass of wine on everyone, to tide them over, and cut down on her hostessing, leaving her free to get pissed.

All was joy, until Pseudo Lefty Mum arrived.  We all know a Pseudo Lefty Mum or Dad, I'm sure.  They are the sort of people who very ostentatiously read the Guardian and make sure we all know they read the Guardian by posting endless Guardian parenting articles on Facebook.  When a cause or petition has been around long enough for them to decide it is cool, they will also post lots of links to it from suitably cool leftish sources.  They will be very vocal about the fact that they would never dream of voting anything but Labour, and probably are vegetarians, and insist on mentioning this in every second sentence  ("Oh gosh no, I can't have houmous, I'm vegetarian of course.  Except I do eat chicken and fish, but do you know, I've been totally veggie for 10 years now."). 

The only problem with all this great worthiness, is that actually, after talking to them for approximiately  23 seconds, it becomes glaring apparent that a) they are pretentious twats, and b) they are actually so fucking right wing that they make Paul Dacre appear liberal and pleasant.  They despise and loath pretty much anyone and anything that isn't exactly the same as them, and think that poor people would feel so much better if they just switched to organic produce. 

So, Pseudo Lefty Mum swanned in and plumped herself down on the floor next to me (cooler to sit on the floor, more down with the kids.  I couldn't have sat on the floor even if I'd wanted to, due to the stupid shoes).  She lost no time and launched straight in.

"Cassandra, I'm glad you're here, I wanted to talk to you about porn."  (I choked on my Pimms)  "Have you watched 'Tyger Does Porn'?  Well, you must, you must watch it with Saffy and then you must have a good chat about it, it's very important!  Why?  Well, she needs to know about these things.  I don't think she does know about it Cassandra, I don't care what you've read on her phone when she's in the bath, it's absolutely vital you watch this together and then discuss it, I insist!  Imogen and I had the most super chat about it, and she's absolutely promised she won't have a Brazilian or try anal unless she really wants to do it.  I feel so much better about things now.  Yes I know Imogen's only 9, but there's no point in being embarrassed about these things.  No, I can't possibly have any guacamole, have you forgotten I'm vegetarian?  Except for chicken and fish of course.  Anyway, so glad we've had this chat, do you know, there was some sort of Eastern European chap selling the Big Issue outside Waitrose yesterday, it really shouldn't be allowed."

Faced with Pseudo Lefty Mum for the night, the only answer seemed to be to get Pimmsed to the max, and I set about this challenge with gusto.  Unfortunately the realisation I had reached the max came too late, when some time later when I grabbed PLM's glass off her and set off in search of the Dispenser of Love.  PLM was still sprawled on the floor and alas the Pimms and the Shoes of Doom conspired together to cause me to trip over PLM and land flat on my back, spraining my ankle in the process.

Maddy, like a true, caring best friend, shoved a bag of ice at me and added an extra shot of gin to my Pimms.  Shortly after that, Crazyeyes, our friendly local taxi driver arrived to ferry me home.  We'll gloss over the bollocks I babbled at Crazyeyes, mainly because I can't entirely remember, and I fell in the door about ten minutes before Saffy, who'd been at a party with the posh school people.

She came home in a state of high indignation, declaring she had been looking after pissed people all night, as some of the boys thought it would be a good idea to bring copious quantities of cheap booze to the party.  Eventually, she noticed I was squinting at her somewhat owlishly and paused in her tirade, so I seized my chance

"Darling, do you wanna watcha programme with Mummy, with that boy off Outnumbered, about porn and then talk aboudit with Mummy, schweetie?  Yesh?  Darling schweetie, schweetie darling?  Hic."

"Oh for fucks sake, you're pissed too, aren't you?"

"Only a ver little bit."

"Well I'm going to bed, and I'm taking the dog with me, don't argue Mother."

A grand day out?

Oh dear.  Oh dear, oh dear, oh dear, oh dear.  A sunny day beckoned and I rather lost my head.  Farmer Boy was visiting and deranged by sunshine, I decided we would visit a local 'Country Park' complete with the Terror.

I had not been to this park in twenty years; when we were at school Maddy and I used to get the train out with our dogs and spend the afternoon.  Unfortunately we generally spent the afternoon hunting futilely for our poor West End dogs who would inevitably become giddy with the country air and run off.  Twenty years ago, it was the remnants of an old estate; woods, fields, lakes, moors, bogs and a smattering of ruined castles abounded.  There was the odd track to follow, but mostly one simply roamed at will.

These days it has been given an utterly unspeakable makeover.  There are cafes and restaurants, a garden centre, a children's park, and a visitor centre.  It's vile.  Ugly paths have been built to shepherd you round to their master plan , like a giant outdoor Ikea.  And the Great Unwashed have discovered it.

Thus as we bounded out the car, we were met by a sea of straining animal print lycra and unfortunate dye jobs.  The birdsong was drowned out by the sound of snotty wails and screams of "Chantal!!!  Dinnae dae that, or I'll batter ye!"  We attempted to make the best of it, and set off to explore lakes and castles undaunted, hoping the Great Unwashed would be too afraid of being more than 50 feet from a Lard Emporium to venture far from the café. 

We were mostly correct, although away from the café we found the woods thronged with surburban spaniel walkers, all called Jasper (dogs and owners), all merrily bounding along with sticks in their mouths, walking to heel and coming when called  (again, dogs and owners), while their Boden clad cherubs asked boring questions about trees.

We received the usual looks of disgust from the clean and tidy parents and children and dogs, as the Terror had just eaten a baby rabbit and still had bits of fur stuck to his mouth, and the boys had rolled in mud again before we set off.  Add to this that their nature lesson consisted of Farmer Boy giving a loud and detailed description of artificial insemination to the Beast, and I concur the Jaspers possible had a point. 

Slightly daunted by now, not least by the Terror's new trick he has worked out, where he winds his lead around another dog's legs, hobbling it effectively, so he can attack it, we ploughed on.  We reached the lake, where we discovered a stray gathering of Great Unwashed, roaming uncertainly along the shore, searching in vain for a KFC. 

Having done my parental duty by shouting "Don't fall in the lake, you will get wet" at the boys, I proceeded to ignore them as they promptly fell in the lake.  This was too much for the Great Unwashed, who clearly felt I needed to be warned of the dangers of the countryside, in the following exchange.

"Hoi! Us that yer weans?"*
"Yeeees."
"Thur in the watter."
"I know."
"But thur al' wet!"
"Yes.  Yes, they are"
"But it's no' safe."
"They can swim."
"Aye, but there's ducks an' that.  It's no' safe, they could ATTACK."
"I don't think they'll attack a duck?"
"NAAAAWWW, the ducks'll peck them an' that.  Could huv thur eyes oot."

At this point I noticed the Terror had lifted his leg on her leopard print nylon pantaloons, and I beat a hasty retreat, leaving the boys to their fate with the killer ducks. 

Having fished the boys from the lake further along the shore and agreed that yes, they were fucking wet, really, what did they expect, we proceeded to the ruined castle.  Here we found another pocket of Unwashed, possibly drawn to the man made structure in the hope of Pot Noodles. 

The boys poked disconsolately at the ruins; I have forced them to frolic on many ruins lately and their frolicking enthusiasm was waning.  Luckily the Terror cheered them with some impromptu cabaret when a very fat and very stupid King Charles spaniel waddled over to try and be friends.  Outraged by its presumption, the Terror dispensed with all normal dog fighting niceties and stood on his hind legs and hit the spaniel very hard on the nose.  Clearly stunned and surprised, both by the attack and the nature of it, the spaniel stood there whimpering, so the Terror hit him again.  And again.  And again.  Oh how we laughed!  Till we saw the large and angry owner bearing down on us, and once again, we ran away (we seem to spend a lot of time running away).

*"I say!  Are those your darling moppets there perchance"
"Yeeees"
"They do appear to be frolicking somewhat in the lake"
"I know."
"I expect they may be a trifle dampish?"
"Yes.  Yes, they are"
"Have you no concerns for their safety and well being?"
"They can swim."
"Jolly good, but I say, what if there's a duck attack?"
"I don't think they'll attack a duck?"
"Oh gosh no, a duck might maraud, could have their eyes out."

My Soviet Life

The fucking piece of shit boiler packed up once again. It was all too too Soviet for words.  I had to lug buckets of coal and we had to wash in the sink with flannels and kettlefuls of hot water (well, the children did, I drove to the very expensive gym I pay a fortune not to go to every month, which made me feel virtuous and healthy, even though I'd only had a shower).

I had to ring for a Little Man to fix it, because I am afraid of the boiler and fear tampering with it will cause it to explode and leave a smoking crater where my house used to be, which would be a dreadful waste of all my adorable Laura Ashley cushions.  The DC is also afraid of the boiler, I can tell, because as soon as it breaks down he sanctions calling in a Little Man, instead of insisting on trying to fix it himself first, and only giving in and calling the Little Man when he has broken it good and proper, before running away and hiding and leaving me to lie to the Little Man that it was like that when I found it, and I don't know what happened to it, which is what usually happens when things break.

So I rang the call centre and did the usual dance of being left on hold for three hours while a woman with a voice that was clearly supposed to be calming, but instead made me want to punch her repeatedly in the face, assured me how important my call was to them, before the fucktard on the other end insisted that there was absolutely no way he could give me any sort of idea when the engineer might arrive, other than 'before 5.30'. 

Now I try to be nice to people in call centres, I really really do, I realise that sitting in a soulless beige box wearing a nasty plastic headset, having your soul slowly crushed to death while angry middleclass women shriek "We put a fucking man on the moon, HOW can you not give me any idea whether the Little Man will be here in the morning or afternoon, WHAT AM I GOING TO DO ABOUT THE SCHOOL RUN???????" at you, probably isn't anyone's dream job.

Despite my best efforts to remember the soul crushing and the germ infested head sets and be pleasant and courteous, occasionally I am faced with a total dickhead whose only power over anyone is not telling me when the fucking engineer is going to arrive and my God the little bastard is going to milk every ounce of enjoyment from it that he can.  So, having pleaded, begged, sobbed and threatened, I gave in and accepted that the engineer would be here at some time before 5.30pm.  And thus the Terror and I sat down to wait.  Well, I sat down. 

The Terror insisted on doing a credible impression of The Wall of Death around the sitting room before I tired of his antics and kicked him outside, where he searched in vain for something to tear limb from limb.  Alas, his scorched earth policy with regard to the local wildlife has rather back fired, news of his murderous ways have spread and not a cat nor a rabbit nor a pheasant dares venture into the garden anymore.  Even the starlings have departed for safer shores.

Finding nothing to kill, he came in to demand walkies to fresh pastures where there are new things to kill, but I was still sitting slumped in my chilly Soviet despair, unable to leave the house, yet gripped by a strong desire to don an unflattering headscarf and trudge somewhere to queue for bread and beetroot, and search for black market vodka.  I expected Dr Zhivago to burst in at any moment and berate me for letting the fire go out, and then I would weep there was no coal and he would run off with a blonde binty and leave me in the snow, all alone, all alone, poor me, with only my beetroots and vodka to comfort me. 

I was so deep in my world of Soviet gloom, that I toyed with opening the emergency Smirnoff to add some authenticity, but luckily I remembered in time what had happened when Maddy accidently got plastered whilst waiting for an engineer to come and fix something (she had only meant to have a little drinky to cheer herself up about the water pouring through her sitting room ceiling, but it was so nice she had another.  And another.  Then flung open the door filled with extravagant bonhomie, shouted "Hurrah, fix my house my good man" then had a total breakdown when he told her he would have to come back tomorrow with 'parts' to complete the fixings.  Her husband arrived home to find Maddy sobbing uncontrollably at the kitchen table while the utterly terrified engineer mumbled 'there there' and Damien and Angelica dismantled the television to 'see if he could fix THAT').

Instead of opening the vodka, I Sovieted the Terror, adorning him with a suitable headscarf, which he tore off and ate, which seemed to cheer him up.  And so we continued to wait. 

Know when to walk away, know when to run...

The Duke of Edinburgh dramas did not end with the shitey noodles travails.  Having visited Cotswolds Outdoors for last minute kit (I wafted to the checkout in my impractical silk frock and handed the man a list, explaining that "I do not do Outdoors, I don't know what any of these things are; please fetch them for me, or else I shall cry bitterly"), and of course endured the Tesco Noodle Hell, I could stand it no longer, and handed all responsibility for the expedition over to the DC.

Thus it was that at 8.45pm on Friday, Saff was discovered to have lost her sleeping bag.  There was much shouting and clambering up and down to the attic, but I was most of the way down a bottle of red and attempting to watch the last instalment of Jamaica Inn, and being very glad the poor sound quality meant I had to turn it up very fucking loud indeed and so drowned out the stamping and banging.

All enquiries and interrogations about "Have you seen my..." or "Where is the..." were simply met by the answer "I bought noodles" and another glass of wine.  Eventually I felt a bit bad and lurched through to demand if she had packed all the noodles.  Discovering many noodles had been jettisoned, I returned to my wine in a fit of pique.

There was little drama the next morning apart from Saff refusing to have porridge because the DC had told her it would make her need a shit, so she had poached eggs instead (very binding).

Apart from the boiler deciding to break down, the rest of the day was also uneventful, until I decided to apply my super fast acting fake tan before going out for a night of margheritas and poker with some of the other parents from the expedition.  Initially I had a lovely glow, but due to the broken boiler I attempted to remove the tan with a damp flannel which didn't really work, so by the time I arrived for the margheritas my ankles were day glo orange (well, my whole legs were, but only my ankles were on display).

There were six of us there to play poker, a notion we quickly abandoned, though not because I am actually a) quite good at poker and b) unbearably smug when I win at anything.  I hardly crowed over my huge pile of chips at all, and I wasn't patronising in the slightest when I tossed some of my winnings to others less fortunate, and I didn't say "I am practically Victoria Coren Mitchell" more than 8 or 10 times.

Poker over (because I won. I won, I FUCKING WON IT ALL), talk turned, as it ever does when six middle class women who don't know each other terribly well get together, to schools.  Three of us have our precious angels at the Posh School, and the other three have opted for the local state school.  The three Posh School mummies' eyes grew wider and wider as we huddled together in horror at the tales of the 'local' school.  I'm pretty sure the margherita jug was wrested from me in time and I only shouted 'knife addled rape academy' in my head. 

I mean, I know there's smoking and drinking and sex and drugs at the Posh School, but its all on a much nicer scale.  After all, Duty Free Gauloises bought on the way back from skiing are hardly the same as Mayfairs and when Charlotte Baxter had to have her stomach pumped last year after drinking a whole litre of Pimms at a party on a private island, it just was all quite jolly really! 

The next day Saffy tottered home, still bearing many packets of noodles.  I was incredibly proud when she told me that she had been so feeble that the rest of her group ended up carrying her bag for her in an effort to make her walk faster.  That's my girl.

The Smiting of Cassandra

So, the good news for religious types, is that all the evidence since my last post, appealing to the Almighty, points to the suggestion that there is a God.  The bad news is that clearly the smug omnipotent bastard hates me.  Therefore I am choosing to continue to deny his existence till he deigns to do something nice for me.  Until such time, I declare him to simply be an nasty imaginary cunt.

The smitings and woe began apace this morning.  After the severe judging when Saff somehow forgot to collect the Beast the other day, I thought I had better show willing and take the Beast all the way to the school gate, instead of leaving him at the end of the road and skipping to the shop to buy pain au chocolats to take home and eat all by myself in blissful silence. 

So I brushed my hair, and even removed the worst of the previous day's eyeliner, and we set off, the Beast, the Terror and I.  All went so well, no wildlife appeared for the Terror to kill, the Beast successfully avoided falling in mud, we were positively fucking wholesome, I toyed with skipping!  That was my first smite, lulling me into a false sense of security.

As we neared the school, and more parents and moppets appeared, and I called out cheery greetings, the Terror began to get a certain look in his eye.  I should know that look by now, that says "I'm bored, and I shall entertain myself by embarrassing you as much as possible."  The Beast gets it too.  He struck approximately 25 yards from the school gate, suddenly squatting, and producing a large turd by sheer will power, as everyone looked on aghast. 

Having scooped his offering, still shame faced and muttering dark curses at the Terror, we progressed to the gate, where the new headmistress was standing, graciously welcoming parents and children. 
"Oh, Cassandra" shrieked Smug Blonde Mummy "Have you met the new Head?  Mrs Smellie, this is Cassandra, the Chair of the PTA."
I was forced into doing my 'proper person's' face and rigid smile, making polite small talk, while clutching my little sack of shit (the poo bag, not my son)
"So, are you enjoying your new job?  How are you finding the school?"  when I realised she was staring down in horror.

Following her gaze, I encountered the Terror, eyes closed in ecstasy, humping her American Tan clad leg in bliss. What made this so much worse is he is not a humper!  He never humps!  He's even had his bits off!  The humping was a cynically calculated move by the little bastard to humiliate me yet further.  Being British, I of course made no reference to the humping, but simply gave a brisk "Lovely to meet you, must be off." 

Next up, I had to brave the supermarket, to buy supplies for Saff's upcoming Duke of Edinburgh expedition.  For once I was glad we do not have a Waitrose within striking distance and was happy to slum it in Tesco, for I could not buy such shameful things in lovely Waitrose.  I had been issued a list consisting of things like 'Pot Noodles', 'Instant Porridge', 'Super Noodles' and 'Jelly Babies'.  The only thing on that list I recognised was Jelly Babies. 

Arriving at Tesco, I realised the only thing I could find was Jelly Babies, and also I had made the school girl error of coming on Pension Day, when the aisles are crowded with ancient crones, hell bent on deriving maximum entertainment from squandering their gin allowance, by spending the afternoon wantonly impeding other shoppers. 

Having found the Jelly Babies, I set off in search of the Shitey Noodle Aisle, and found it nowhere.  After ramming the 17th pensioner to get in my way, I gave up and tearfully ate the Jelly Babies.  This gave me a renewed sense of purpose, as I could return to the aisles I knew and fetch more Jelly Babies.  I got extra bags this time, as I knew I was in for the long haul and would need to keep my strength up. 

Several hours later, by now haggard and desperate and twitching with Jelly Baby overdose, the aged ones strewn in my sugar crazed wake, I located Shitey Noodle Aisle.  And who knew there were so many shitey noodles in the world to choose from?  Panicking, lest I bought the wrong shitey noodles and was sent back to try and locate Shitey Noodle Aisle again, I flung every variety of noodle I could find into the trolley, to nestle amidst the empty Jelly Baby bags. 

From Shitey Noodle Aisle, I blasted straight to the checkout, where I unloaded my trolley full of crap, surveyed the conveyor belt and realised it looked just too too Jeremy Kyle, and thus felt obliged to explain to the cashier about my daughter and her D of E expedition, and noodles are very light and actually they usually totes get their five portions and... and... and ...and... as I was smacked off my tits on Jelly Babies, all she probably hear was high pitched shrieks only the dolphins could comprehend.

At this point the conveyer belt decided to break, and a second staff member had to be summonsed to manually shove the industrial quantities of noodles along, who also had to be given the lengthy speech about how I'm really very middleclass and I can totally explain the noodles.

After school, some far flung friends popped in for a cup of tea on their way home from the frozen North.  The last time we saw these friends, the Terror killed one of their aged, disabled cats.  The Beast insisted on repeatedly asking how many cats they had now and saying "I'm sure you had more than that, didn't you have one with 3 legs?"   Oh, if only it was socially acceptable outside of Jeremy Kyle circles to shout "SHUT THE FUCK UP" at your offspring.

Finally, the DC desired a barbecue for dinner.  Just as he lit it, it began to rain.  Fucking Almighty. 

 

Say A Little Prayer For Me.

Dear God Most Holy, Highest of High etc,

I know I may have frequently declared that you do not exist; decried your more fervent followers as brain washed fools unable to think for themselves, and even your more moderate believers as gullible, whilst invariably getting 'atheist' on Buzzfeed quizzes about religion, but frankly, since the GP won't give me any more Valium, I have nowhere else to turn, oh Lord.  I do know most of the words to 'Oh Jesus I Have Promised' though, and I sometimes went to Sunday School, when they had good biscuits.

Dear kind lovely God, even though I don't believe in you, please give me the strength not to sell my children to the gypsies or to sell myself to the gypsies to get away from them.  I'm sure you will understand my plight, as you thyself got so fed up with Thine Only Son thy had him bumped off; luckily for thee what with the omnipotence and everything thy were able to raise him from the dead when you felt a bit bad about being such a sod, and even pretend it was all done for the good of humanity.  Lacking the whole 'rejuvenating corpses' ability as I do though, perhaps you can help instead.

It has been a long Easter holidays m'lord, some of the responsibility for which you have to take, on account of the whole son-killing/ public holiday scenario.  I have tried to be patient and kind, I really really fucking have, but oh dear god, those fucking children!  I have presented japes and frolics and fun; there have been boats and castles; picnics and chips.  I have, though I so say so myself, been pretty fucking amazing. 

Throughout the joy and delights I have offered up to them, there has been a general sullenness; a discontented undertow of grumblings about wanting to go to soft play (the work of Beelzebub, I imagine) or the cinema, or, (oh the shame) 'Nandos' (perhaps merely the creation of a lesser demon).

Today, oh happy happy joy joy, The Beast returned to his common people's local school.  Saff however had an extra days holiday from her vastly expensive posh school that I pretend I send her to because the exam results are so much better, and not because I couldn't bear the thought of her befriending people whose greatest ambition in life was to become a hairdresser (oh and while we're on the subject of school fees, if you could see thine way clear to smiting any elderly relatives who've mentioned me in their wills, I would be most awfully grateful). 

I thought everything would get better once normal service had resumed, and so flushed with joy, I had invited some friends for lunch, a meal Saff insisted on joining us for, sitting glowering, removing our ability to talk about willies and worse, eating all the bloody baked Camembert!  After the friends had left, the Terror was in need of a walk, and I suggested how helpful it would be to Mummy if she could take him for a quick walk and collect the Beast from school at the same time. 

She huffed and she puffed and she eventually got her fucking boots on and trudged off, at 2.55pm, to make a journey that should take no more than 10 minutes.  When she finally returned with a hysterical Beast, it transpired she had not arrived till 3.25pm, by which time he had wandered to the end of the road and had decided Mummy was dead and he would be sent to an orphanage.  And of course all the other parents saw this and did some supreme judging and probably thought I was just drunk again, which is really unfair because for once I wasn't. 

The reason Saff gave for the delay was apparently that the Terror stopped for a crap.  Add to this a lengthy argument with the Beast about why he needs a bath ('Because you have rolled in mud.  Even the fucking dog doesn't do that'); why Saff  must do her flute practise ('Because you need to improve so I can boast about you, everyone needs a dream'); why either of them ever need to eat any vegetables ('FINE!  Get scurvy. See if I fucking care') and why they must not let the Terror kill cats ('FFS, people might see'), in addition to a lecture about the fact I said the 'S' word ('Yes I fucking well said shit darling, and I don't fucking care, so there'), I am just a tiny bit broken now and in need of some divine intervention. 

So if there's anything you can do oh Lord, I would appreciate it, and please don't forget about the smiting of rich and aged relatives.

Yours truly,

Casssandra

PS- Amen and all that

Cassandra is the best stripper in town (to the tune of Patricia the Stripper)

The day after our island adventures, the Terror awoke unable to open one eye properly.  I waited till ½ an hour after the vets had opened (so as not to appear totally neurotic) before rushing him up there, attempting not to sob ‘MY BABY!!!  MY BABY IS BROKEN!  FIX HIM!

The lovely lady vet (who is of a proper age to be a vet and know things and be responsible; the other vet is nowt but a whippersnapper and should still be in short trousers in my opinion) poked and prodded at him; put some nuclear green goo in his eye which seeped down his whiskers and came out of his nose, giving him the appearance of a zombie alien dog; peered in his eye and declared him to have scratched the cornea, probably on a thorn on one of his psychopath sprees through the undergrowth.

She filled him full of penicillin and painkillers; instructed me to ‘keep him quiet’ while I gaped at her dumbfounded, and charged me £88 for the privilege on the way out, while the Terrror attempted to eat an old lady’s pet bunnikins in the waiting room (it probably didn’t actually die of the fright, and even if it did, I’m sure the vets could revive it, for a price).

Once home, Bunnygate turned out to be the Terror’s last hurrah for that day, as whatever the vet had given him knocked him out and made him a docile and biddable dog (ie normal).  I took advantage of his semi rohypnoled state to try and strip his coat. 

For those who haven’t enjoyed such delights, I only discovered after the Terror took possession of us that you are not supposed to clip Border Terriers, as this is very bad for them.  This is also very bad for you, because if you do clip them, whiskery old ladies with their own Border Terriers in tow will pursue you down the street, berating you for your filthy clipping ways. 

Instead, you have to strip them.  This basically involves spending several hours sitting pulling all the dead hair out of their coat (nice)!  If you do this, this whiskery old ladies will still pursue you down the street , but with marginally more approval, to demand terrifying questions of you such as “Do you strip yourself” and volunteering such mind boggling nuggets as “I’ve been stripping for 40 years y’know”.  All you can think is “Please, old whiskery lady in your tweed skirt and sturdy brogues, STOP talking about your passion for stripping, it sounds so wrong!”

Even once you have agreed to embark on a lifetime of stripping (turns out jokes about nipple tassles go down extremely badly), you still have a minefield to negotiate.  For example, if you get the eyebrows wrong, your Border Terrier could look like a miniature Schnauzer!!!!!!  Oh the humanity.  Apparently, if you make your terrier look like a Schnauzer, terrible things could happen!   Plagues of locusts and boiling seas and Four Horsemen type horrors.  It is a great responsibility to have the Apocalypse hanging upon your dog’s eyebrows!

I am not very good at the whole eyebrows and face thing, not least because even in a semi comatose state the Terror tends to bite when I try to do them, so I spend a lot of time hiding from the upstanding Border Terrier owners with their correct eyebrows, lest they realise it was me who brought about the end of the world.

At the end of the afternoon’s stripping (“With a swing of her hips, she started to strip...) I was left with a large pile of greyish fur on the floor.  The Beast wandered in and looked at it. 
“It looks like Grandma’s hair” he said.  “Let’s make her a wig out of it.”